One of the criteria which is used to diagnose addiction is that the addict persists in accessing the drug or engaging in the behaviour, in spite of obvious health problems and negative social consequences. Alcoholics and drug addicts for example, frequently lose their jobs and find themselves in court.
It's like that with barebacking. As a neg bottom, I have significant anxiety about the health risks I take, but I persist with the behaviour. Since I started barebacking again ( three years ago ) I have found it very difficult to go back to condoms. As a submissive bottom, I accept that condom use is the decision of the Top. If a Top requests a condom, I will use one, but I feel cheated when the cum is lost.



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